I came to Tribe with 185 kg! When I came to my first training I was ashamed. I basically managed to put myself into a position that I was almost like a handicapped person. You have handicapped persons, born with certain disadvantages, and I had everything but I was slowly destroying that. I was truly ashamed. In the beginning you hate the fact that you are not functional, you hate that you are inactive. You struggle, you want to be better. At this moment I list 20kg but I am not preoccupied with numbers. My goal is to be able to run, bend, and do daily activities with ease. People at tribe became my allies.